John's father (Navy), John (Air Force), me (Air Force), my father (Army)
I Will Never Leave You
Grief changes us. This blog is about my journey from loss to peace, learning to see the world anew, but never leaving my soul mate behind.
Tuesday, November 11, 2025
Friday, October 3, 2025
If only ...
This song might be about a breakup and not a death but the thought is the same. I would give anything to have John back. And every moment with our loved one is precious.
Saturday, August 30, 2025
Thursday, August 28, 2025
Saturday, May 24, 2025
Today is John's anniversary - 15 years
My Love, this is how I want to
remember you.
“Parted from me and never parted, never and always touching and touched.”
I love you, John. I can’t wait to hold you and hug you again.Sunday, April 13, 2025
Happy birthday, John!
Today would have been John's 82nd birthday.
I can't wrap my mind around that. He was always be 67 in my mind, the age he was when he died. Forever young.
I think about what we would be doing if he were here - having a cake, presents, maybe dinner out. But celebrating, definitely celebrating.
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| John's 35th birthday |
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| John's 50th birthday |
And so I celebrate in my heart. Today I will raise a glass to my Love and let him know that I love him and can't wait to be with him again.
Happy Birthday, Sweetheart.
Love lives forever!
Namaste.
Wednesday, March 19, 2025
Happy anniversary!
My Love, my husband,
Happy anniversary!
37 years ago today we had our church wedding. What a wonderful, beautiful day!
I am so proud to be your wife.
I love you, my sweet baboo.
♥




