Friday, April 24, 2015

4 years 11 months

In one month it will be 5 years since John passed.
This morning in the first few seconds of awakening, I thought John was still here. That realization that he is not is still awful.

Monday, April 13, 2015

Happy Birthday, John!

Today would have been John's 72nd birthday.
Happy Birthday, Baby. I love you and miss you so much.
1978 - 35 years old

1993 - 50 years old

2008 - 65 years old

Saturday, April 11, 2015


Today is a weird day for me.
When John died he was 67 years and 41 days old.
Today I am 67 years and 41 days old.
Tomorrow I will be on this planet longer than John was.
I can't explain why that feels strange to me but it does.
And I wish it weren't so.

Sunday, April 5, 2015