This song reminds me of John.
He came into my life at a time that was full of fear and change. I was unsure of where I was going and feeling bad about myself. He helped me to see myself as a strong and capable woman. He believed in me and that I could do anything. Eventually, I learned to believe that, too. John supported me in all my endeavors. He was my loudest cheerleader.
The line about "watching you sleep" made me smile. John often did that. Sometimes he took pictures of me sleeping with "the kids". He loved us, his family. And we loved him so much.
Maybe somehow he can still help me now, be with me, still help me find my way.
I miss you, Baby.