John's Memorials at The AZ Humane Society

When I had John's funeral last May, I had asked that donations be made in John's name to the Arizona Humane Society in lieu of flowers. I am happy to say that many donations were made and I know John was pleased. Two people purchased memorial bricks in the Compassion Walkway. I received notification regarding their location and today my cousin and I went to see them. I have to admit it was both pleasing to see John's name and memory honored and also very sad.
Since John wanted to be cremated, I never had a grave marker made. Seeing his name like this really hit me. Today marks 39 weeks and I'm struggling.