I finally got around to watching my recording of Jay Leno's last night. Garth Brooks was one of his guests and he sang a song specially requested by Jay - "The Dance".
But the song also makes me think of our entire life together.
I was overcome, a little by surprise. There has been a sadness inside and the song released it all. Tears - tears for sadness, tears for happiness, tears for gratitude.
No matter how hard it is now I would not have traded a second of my life here on Earth with John.
And I would gladly do it all over again.