I'm not sure why but I feel a deep sadness lately. More deeply than I have felt in the past.
This seems to be a sadness that seeps into everything.
Maybe it's the realization on a deeper level that John is gone from this physical world, our world.
I don't know what to make of this. I don't think there is anything that can be done about it but I will speak to my therapist about it when I see her next.
All I know is that the thought of being here without John for the rest of my life is overwhelming.
I miss him more than ever.
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