This new year is only one week old and already I feel it dragging. The question is why? What is it dragging to?
I think the problem is that I feel no future. Despite the many things I throw in my path, at the bottom of it all, nothing truly inspires me. Nothing will bring John back and if I stop and think about what that truly means, I feel my heart will stop - and part of me wishes it would.
Maybe I am weak because I can't get beyond this point. I can't move forward from this all-wrenching sadness.
But how do you move forward from what was near perfect in your life and now is abruptly gone?
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