Happy Anniversary, Sweetheart!

 

42 years ago today was the happiest day ever!

I know you are celebrating with me even though you are no longer physically here. Death only changes location. Love never dies. 

I love you, John. 

Communication

We just have to be open to hearing the message.

Case in point:

I have been having trouble sleeping lately. Getting to sleep is easy. Staying asleep, not so much. Last Saturday morning I woke up around 2:30 AM and instead of going back to sleep, I worried about a household problem. I thought I had come up with a solution but then I worried that maybe THAT was not what I should be doing. And so I started doubting my decision. Then I looked over at the bedroom door leading to our deck and noticed that the patio string lights were on. That was very strange. I hardly ever use them and I also always check to make sure all the deck lights are off  before I go to bed. Even more strange - the ONLY way to turn the patio string lights on is with a remote control. That remote was sitting in a cup, on a table, ON THE DECK.

I literally had to get up, go out on the deck, fish out the remote and turn the lights off.

I truly think John was telling me he agreed with my solution and that I should stop worrying and second guessing myself. There can be no other explanation.

Thank you, Sweetheart.

Namaste.