Tomorrow Never Came

John in front of our first house 1984

For years this song always made me cry. It made me realize how much John and I loved each other and how heartbreaking it would be to be without each other.  But even those thoughts and those tears never prepared me for what it really feels like to be without him in this world now.  But I can soothe myself somewhat knowing that we always made sure the other knew how much he/she was loved. I never doubted John's love for a minute and I hope with all my heart he knew how much I loved him [and still love him] and how much he meant to me. How much he still means to me.