I am struggling. Now that I am past the two
year mark, I think it is finally sinking into my brain and heart that
John is really gone. The sadness seems worse. It seems to have seeped
into my very being and is a part of me all the time. I just feel this
profound sense of loss that is like nothing I have ever felt before.
This man who knew me for half of my life, who was my best friend, who
loved me as no one else did or will, who understood me as no one ever
did or will, is gone. G.O.N.E. And there isn’t a damn thing I can do
about it.
I feel so lost.
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