Sundays again

Feeling sad and empty tonight again but Chaz is doing his best to help me. John and I enjoyed our babies so much. John loved our furbabies as much as I did and he indulged me with them. He knew I went overboard a little when they were ill but he never complained. He just smiled when I had an ultrasound done on Charlotte. He went along when I researched options when Toby tore her ACL and I had a brace made for her. That turned out rather well actually and he was proud of me for that.
He loved our family. And I loved that part of him even more.
We all miss him so much.